第六十七章、但求心安(1 / 2)

神洲异事录 若风95 0 字 2021-04-10

【大乾康元七十一年、三月二十四日、戌时、徐府后园、闻雨亭中】</p>

徐恪与南宫不语在香满楼中用过了晚膳,便拱手作别,各自归家。</p>

临别时,南宫不语再度向徐恪致歉,为他的妹妹南宫无花当日失态之举,连连向徐恪赔礼。</p>

徐恪却佯装不快道:“南宫兄,你若再与我这般生分,小弟可真的要生气了!令妹当日也是无心而为,只是小弟……只是……”</p>

他有心想解释一番,但忽然觉得,这桩子事他越想解释,或许就越是解释不清,他一时便也不知该从何说起。</p>

南宫不语也笑了笑,于是,两人一个往东,一个往西,便就此分道而行。</p>

徐恪一路往醴泉坊行去,初春的小雨,时而缓缓地飘落于他眼角发梢,时而又温柔地滴落在他双肩与胸前,雨丝在空中轻盈地飘摇着,一眼望去,氤氲中带着一丝亮色,静谧中又漾着一股灵动。他脑海里兀自在回想着一个多月前,与他一道在香满楼里吃过包子,又与他一道在长安城徐徐漫步的那个婉约又害羞的女孩……</p>

“不如,明日我再去一趟草堂,去见一见秋先生……”他心里这样想着。</p>

算来,他与秋先生也是十日未见,这段时日,听闻朝中皇子诸党,一个也没闲着,都在纷纷往各部安插亲信。朝局如此扑朔迷离,他也很想听一听老师的看法。</p>

徐恪自然也完全无法体会到,南宫不语此刻无奈的心情。</p>

南宫不语行走在东市的大街上,听任雨水纷乱地扑打在自己的头脸上、衣襟上,他抹了一把雨水,心绪更加烦乱不堪……</p>

这十日来,他妹妹每日都在闹腾,非要去见徐恪不可,若不是他强力阻拦,南宫无花每一日都要跑到青衣卫来寻找徐恪。</p>

听说徐恪喜欢体格瘦弱的女孩,南宫无花就开始“绝食”。</p>

不过,才刚刚饿了两顿,南宫无花便忍耐不住,又拼命地大吃一顿,就这样,她饿了就狂吃,狂吃之后又开始“绝食”……可无论她再如何折磨自己的身体,她的体重兀自如山高一般,岿然不动。</p>

南宫不语每一日都在苦劝妹妹,求她不要再那般“虐待”自己,好好饮食,只要自己快乐就好,何必定要改变自己原本就生好的身材?</p>

可南宫无花每每一句话就噎住了南宫不语:“我要是不节食,我要是一直这副模样,徐恪哥哥能喜欢我吗?”</p>

南宫不语心下不禁苦笑,他心道就算你节食之后,改变了模样,从此变得身形窈窕,徐恪贤弟也未必就能喜欢你呀!不过他当面还是不忍把话讲穿,他也只能接着婉言相劝道,男女之间,必得两情相悦才好,让妹妹一切听其自然。</p>

然而,南宫无花却不信命,她依旧还在努力,她依旧还在闹腾……</p>

她信誓旦旦地向她哥哥言道:此生,非徐恪哥哥不嫁!</p>

甚至于,有一天,南宫无花还小声地向她哥哥言道,只要徐恪哥哥能答应娶她,她并不在乎名分,哪怕是做一个小的,她也……愿意!</p>

在南宫无花心中,你徐恪可以娶公主为正妻,安心做你的驸马,还可以娶别的好看的姑娘为二房、三房……这些她都不会介意,只要能留一个偏房的位置给她,让她每日都能见到徐恪,每日都能亲手为徐恪做一桌好吃的,就行!</p>

南宫不语不禁陷入了左右为难之境,一方面,他盼望着妹妹能找着一个好的归宿,从此过上幸福无忧的生活,为了这个愿望,就算让他牺牲掉自己的所有,他也愿意。然而,他却不能勉强徐恪做他自己不情愿之事。</p>

诚如南宫自己所言,男女相恋,贵在两情相悦,若是勉强而为,如何能够幸福到老?</p>

在徐恪与妹妹之间,南宫不语想求得一个心安的法子,却发觉委实太难!</p>

是以,此时此刻,南宫不语的心情,怎能不烦乱不堪?</p>

……</p>

……</p>

待徐恪回到了自家的府邸内,已是戌正时分,所有人大多已回房就寝,他走过后园之时,却见胡依依兀自坐在闻雨亭中,好似正在等他回来。</p>

“胡姐姐,怎地还不睡?”徐恪问。</p>

“姐姐在等你呐……”胡依依向徐恪招了招手,说道。</p>

徐恪步入闻雨亭中落座,只见石桌上放着两杯茶,中间点着一根红烛,旁边还有一些瓜果点心。</p>

“胡姐姐找我有事?”见胡依依深夜不眠,又在闻雨亭中准备了茶点,徐恪刚刚坐下,便即问道。</p>

“姐姐想跟你商量一件事……这件事……兴许会让你为难……不过,姐姐还是盼望你能答允……”胡依依迟疑道。</p>

“你说吧,什么事?但教我力所能及,无病赴汤蹈火,也一定在所不辞!”徐恪慨然道。</p>

“不用你赴汤蹈火!”胡依依忙摆了摆手,笑道:</p>

“姐姐是想……将子贝妹妹许配给你!”</p>

“啊……?”徐恪心中大感意料之外,他脱口而出道:“将小贝许配给……我?”</p>

胡依依立时又道:“小无病,姐姐也不要你将子贝娶为正室。姐姐知你心中有小嫣妹妹,姐姐只是想,让你将子贝纳为妾房……”</p>

“这……!”徐恪忍不住挠了挠自己的前额,讷讷道:</p>

“将小贝纳为我的妾房,这对小贝,是不是太不公平?再者……再者……这是不是也不太合情理?”</p>

胡依依自然听出了徐恪的心意,他不是不同意纳姚子贝为妾,只要姚子贝自己愿意就好,不过,这纳妾的时日,是不是得等到他正式婚娶之后?如今他正妻未娶,怎可先纳小妾?</p>

于是,胡依依便劝道:“小无病,你无需在意这对子贝是否公允,你只需答应这门亲事就可。至于你顾及的‘先妻后妾’之理,那无非是些俗人固守的道理,你是个洒脱之人,何必拘泥于俗礼之中?姐姐相信,就算你那位未过门的妻子,知晓了这件事后,也定会……”</p>

“这……好吧!我答应了!”徐恪回道,</p>

“嗯……你答应了?”胡依依又问。</p>

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