第一百零八章 藏在深处的自我(二)(1 / 1)

那女生话音刚落,便抬起了脚使劲踩住了莫长川的右手。

一阵锥心之痛袭来,莫长川浑身上下都在打着颤,加上咽喉处被人掐着,无法发声宣泄痛苦,只能硬生生地憋回去,直把自己憋得浑身都是冷汗。

“You know what? No matter who Dylan likes, I just don't like you. You'd better learn your lesson and keep away from him.(你知道吗,无论Dylan喜欢的是谁,反正我就是不喜欢你。你最好吸取教训离他远点儿。)”那女生向其他几个人打了个眼色,她们便松开了手准备散了。

莫长川从小就是在父母的疼爱之下长大的,从未受过这样的屈辱。手上的疼痛并没有击垮她的傲气,反而让她的逆反心态来得更猛烈。她坐起来冷笑道:“You know what? That's what I cannot control. Because his Mum and he likes me so much. They invited me to come to U.S. to live with them. They asked me to stay at the same school with Dylan. I can stay with him all the time. That's what you even cannot dream of!(你知道吗?那可不是我能控制得了的。因为他的母亲和他都那么喜欢我。他们邀请我来美国与他们同住。他们让我和Dylan读同一个学校。我可以一直和他待在一起。这是你们做梦也可望不可及的。)”

莫长川的话得到了预期中的效果——那女生妒火中烧,完美的妆容都无法遮盖住她扭曲的面容。她的眼中露出了野兽般恐怖的光芒:“That's great. Then let me teach you a lesson. You like the little gifts and snacks he gave to you, right? Let's have impressive memories!(很好。那就让我给你来个教训。你喜欢他送你的小礼物和零食,对吧?那就一起制造难忘的记忆吧!)”

她给其中两个女生使了个眼色,他们俩便再次把莫长川按住。为首的女生把另外一人带到一边吩咐了几句,那人点了点头便跑了出去。少顷,她提着一大袋子的东西回来了。

为首的女生脸上露出了一个诡异的笑容,蹲下拍了拍莫长川的脸说道:“You like snacks, huh? How about trying to eat to throw up?(你喜欢吃零食,哈?试一下吃到吐的滋味怎样?)”言毕,接过手挽袋子那女生递过来的零食,掐住莫长川的下颌就往她嘴巴里倒。倒完吃的,还往里灌纯净水,捂着她的嘴巴强迫她咽下去。

莫长川四肢不断挣扎着,可这么一挣扎却让这帮女生手忙脚乱地按住她的手脚,力道反而不好控制,她只感觉被倒进去嘴巴的食物与水都和在了一起,并没有如她们所愿咽下去,而是往鼻子上涌。鼻腔受到了水的刺激,一股呛人的刺痛感从后脑勺开始蔓延至头顶,口腔与鼻腔里的东西完全压抑不住全喷了出来。

那几名女生也不怕脏,看到她越是难受越是得意,便越发疯狂地折磨她。莫长川早已被鼻腔内的东西呛得眼泪鼻涕横流,无论她如何激烈反抗,都难以匹敌四个比她高比她壮的女生,最后只能被折磨得蓬头垢脸筋疲力尽。

临近晚饭时间,莫长川忍住浑身的疼痛,扶着墙站了起来,去食堂后面的洗手槽粗略地把身上和脸上的脏东西洗掉。她颤巍巍地伸出已经红肿的右手,咬着牙在冷水下冲洗。一阵刺骨的痛,夹杂着冰冷的寒意从指尖涌上来,她紧咬着下唇,死死地忍住不让自己有流泪的可能。

这个时间点,美国的天已经全黑了。她一个人站在食堂后面那片老被人忽略的空地里,任由猛烈的寒风往她的脸上拍打。其实她早就被冷风吹得瑟瑟发抖,然而她害怕如果现在走回去室内,她会想起那些曾经温暖她的一切,她脸上的泪痕也就更难被吹干。

她已经忘记了那天到底在那个地方站了多久,只记得来接她的郑伯在校门口给她打了好几通电话,她才拖着疲惫不堪的身心离开了。她用外套的长袖子挡住了红肿的右手,一上车就闭上眼睛装睡觉,不管郑伯问什么都不回答。

她不敢睁开眼睛看郑伯,因为她担心看到他关切的眼神时,自己会忍不住像以前那样,扑入他的怀里放声痛哭。一旦郑伯知道了,她的爸爸也很快就会知道。这一天发生的事,是由那些人侮辱她的爸爸而起的,她不想让爸爸知道这些,也不想让他知道她在学校里打架了,更不想他知道她输了,而且输得这么惨淡,这么屈辱……

下车的时候,她只低声跟郑伯说她有点头痛不吃晚饭了,就直接上楼把自己锁在了房间里。她在浴室里褪去了所有的衣物,看着镜子里自己脖子上、肩膀上、手腕上等各处紫红色的瘀痕,以及其它地方隐约可见的鲜红色的指甲划痕,回想起食堂里被按在地上受人欺凌的过程,她的胃里就感觉一阵翻腾,腮帮子也开始分泌出一阵阵酸苦的唾液,竟对着洗脸盆剧烈地呕吐起来!!!

口腔里全是乱七八糟的难闻的味道,鼻腔里泛起如同被水呛到的刺痛,生理性的泪水也随之淌下。她打开水龙头,把吐出来的那些东西全部冲走,又用冷水漱口洗脸,要把那股让她回想起那屈辱时刻的味道悉数冲走。

她放了满满一浴缸的热水,筋疲力尽地爬了进去,目光放空盯着天花板。她往后一仰,用力地憋住呼吸,整个人泡进了热水里,似乎是想要从头到脚把身上那些充满耻辱的伤痕清洗干净。

恍惚中,她还是挥散不去与那白人女生之间的对话。她的脑海里像是在倒着播放录像,把这天的事情一一重现出来。那人提到说她的爸爸和傅兰迪的母亲之间有着不寻常的关系,这样的消息从哪里来的?!她的爸爸把她交给薛晓露监护,并且把她带到美国留学,是不是要为什么事情做铺垫?!之前妈妈重病之时,会不会是爸爸已经与薛晓露之间有什么不可告人的关系,所以爸爸才会抛下沉疴难起的妈妈,长期住在公司里不回家?!难道……爸爸真的不爱她和妈妈了,才答应薛晓露的提议,让自己与傅兰迪同上一个学校,提前培养感情好为以后成为一家人做准备?!!!

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